Vilém Vody: "i'm not going home tonight"

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In the line, 'i’m not going home tonight / no, i got to seek the light,' what complex internal conflict is Vilém likely expressing?

  • A flippant disregard for familial obligations in favor of superficial hedonism.
  • An intentional embrace of darkness, rejecting traditional societal norms and expectations.
  • A calculated manipulation of language to portray a false sense of rebelliousness.
  • A profound sense of alienation from his origins coupled with a desperate search for meaning or solace amidst trauma. (correct)

The line '“he’s a jew, his voice is funny”' serves only as a superficial depiction of casual antisemitism, lacking deeper contextual significance given Vilém's background.

False (B)

Given the line 'babička open your eye / i’ve lost so many, please don’t die,' and considering Vilém's history of loss, what psychological phenomenon is he most likely experiencing?

Anticipatory grief compounded by survivor's guilt.

In the lines 'i’m praying for her Adonai / (or maybe i don’t have it in me),' the juxtaposition reveals a crisis of ______ faith, a common theme in individuals confronting profound existential suffering.

<p>spiritual</p> Signup and view all the answers

Match the following lines from the song with their most likely psychological or emotional significance:

<p>'maybe it’s just time to end it' = Expressing suicidal ideation, signalling a potential mental health crisis. 'ask ebon, did she forgive me?' = Reflecting deep-seated guilt and a need for absolution linked to his sister's fate. 'i 'member when i was just a boy living inside ostrava' = Nostalgic recollection of a simpler, pre-trauma existence. 'i was only ten-years-old, drowning in my own mirage' = Early exposure to traumatic events leading to perceptual distortion and emotional distress.</p> Signup and view all the answers

The line 'when men in jest – drowned my best – friend in the cold vltava' most accurately suggests what?

<p>An act of targeted, malicious violence motivated by animus. (B)</p> Signup and view all the answers

The statement 'just 'cause i knew that life was full of death and paedophiles' is a disproportionate and hyperbolic reaction that lacks foundation in Vilém's lived reality.

<p>False (B)</p> Signup and view all the answers

Explain the multi-layered significance of the line: 'she got killed, shot in the face with a handgun (ooh)' considering the potential contrast intended by the speaker.

<p>The line is meant to highlight the absurdity of violence. The 'ooh' is potentially a sardonic, mocking expression of nonchalance or horror.</p> Signup and view all the answers

The deeply disturbing lyric 'i 'member when my bratr hanged himself in the garage / i was only ten-years-old, drowning in my own ______' exposes the profound impact of traumatic experiences on a developing psyche.

<p>mirage</p> Signup and view all the answers

Match each line with its correct interpretation regarding Vilém's self-perception and external validation:

<p>'they say they hate vilém, mad 'cause they ain't vilém' = Suggesting external resentment based on perceived uniqueness or success. 'all of the colours in the world, you couldn't paint vilém' = Emphasizing the speaker's perceived complexity and originality. 'i never tried for that, these bitches die for that' = Implying a detachment from the pursuit of external validation, which others desperately seek. 'i swear it’s true, that is on G-D, i'd never lie for that' = Underscoring the speaker's commitment to truth and authenticity.</p> Signup and view all the answers

Interpret the profound significance behind the line: 'i told my matka she don't owe me nothin', never did'?

<p>Acknowledgment of maternal sacrifices coupled with an assertion of self-sufficiency in the face of shared trauma. (A)</p> Signup and view all the answers

The statement 'i hope she sees that i can't face her, for she's ebon's twin' suggests only a superficial resemblance, not a deeper emotional entanglement tied to trauma-induced displacement.

<p>False (B)</p> Signup and view all the answers

Elaborate on the potential meanings embedded in the line: 'look at all the shit that life threw at me, what the fuck is this?'

<p>It presents a mix of outrage, disbelief, and existential questioning, reflecting overwhelming stress in response to accumulated adversities.</p> Signup and view all the answers

In the impactful lines: 'ebon and her baby girl – shot in dagestan – i can’t ______ (memories),' the missing word best highlights the overwhelming and intrusive nature of traumatic bereavement.

<p>dismiss</p> Signup and view all the answers

Match the lines related to altered states with their potential psychological interpretations.

<p>'i could've been comatose, lost in my fucking head' = Suggesting being on the edge of a psychological break due to trauma. 'wait, hold on, shit, the vodka’s wearing off, what have i said?' = Suggesting temporary disinhibition through alcohol, leading to regretful expression of suppressed sentiments. 'i prayed to heal the sores, but earth always chose wars' = Loss of faith of spiritual trauma, due to repeated experiences of conflict and suffering. 'so fuck that, i’ll fight back, tell 'em i was hardcore' = Shifting from passivity to aggression or resilience as response to overwhelming adversity.</p> Signup and view all the answers

In the context of the song, what does the repetition of '(so, slow)' in the post-chorus most likely symbolize?

<p>The subjective distortion and deceleration of time during traumatic recall, underscoring the lingering impact of memories. (A)</p> Signup and view all the answers

Given the lyrical content and context, the concluding repetition of 'memories' in the outro serves primarily as a shallow summary statement, lacking nuanced emotional depth or thematic resonance.

<p>False (B)</p> Signup and view all the answers

Vilém states, 'i can feel them coming for me / but i see them running from me'. From what perspective is Vilém seeing 'them'?

<p>Vilém is seeing 'them' from a perspective of feeling victimized (being hunted) but also, simultaneously, feared.</p> Signup and view all the answers

If someone suggests to Vilém 'maybe it’s just time to end it', Vilém would likely respond with ______

<p>a sense of despondency, guilt arising from contemplated suicide, and/or a fear of divine retribution.</p> Signup and view all the answers

Match each of the following lyrics on the left with the reason on the right

<p>'i 'member when i was just a boy living inside ostrava' = The speaker wants to show a stark contrast against current day and show the origins of trauma 'when men in jest – drowned my best – friend in the cold vltava' = To illustrate loss and violence 'she got killed, shot in the face with a handgun (ooh)' = Meant to symbolize shock and abrupt cruelty. 'i 'member when my bratr hanged himself in the garage' = To expose raw traumatic experiences related to his brother.</p> Signup and view all the answers

What is the most potent interpretation for these two lines?: 'they say they hate vilém, mad 'cause they ain't vilém / all of the colours in the world, you couldn't paint vilém (ooh)'

<p>Suggesting that the speaker is struggling with understanding the nuances of human perception and self-concept. (D)</p> Signup and view all the answers

If Vilém's sister never had a baby girl, the line: 'ebon and her baby girl – shot in dagestan – i can’t dismiss (memories)' would still hold profound emotional and psychological significance within the context of the song.

<p>False (B)</p> Signup and view all the answers

The line, 'wait, hold on, shit, the vodka’s wearing off, what have i said?' utilizes what metrical and rhythmic devices to disrupt flow?

<p>abrupt shifts in tone and rhythm. Interjections. Broken sentences.</p> Signup and view all the answers

The repetition of the line, 'memories don't leave like people do', suggests a contemplation on the ______ aspect of memory which might be both a comfort and a curse.

<p>inescapable</p> Signup and view all the answers

Map the following words to their true counterpart

<p>Babička = Grandmother Adonai = My Lord (referring to God in Judaism) HaShem = The Name (referring to God in Judaism) Bratr = Brother Matka = Mother</p> Signup and view all the answers

About what age was Vilém when his brother died by suicide?

<p>10 (D)</p> Signup and view all the answers

Ostrava and Vltava are fictional locations.

<p>False (B)</p> Signup and view all the answers

The lyrics incorporate subtle Jewish religious tones. To what extent do these reinforce Vilém's identity?

<p>The religious tones serve as an anchor, grounding him, especially given the trauma-induced displacement.</p> Signup and view all the answers

The line 'i’m not going home tonight; no, i got to seek the light' uses contrast to emphasize the speaker's ______ and yearning.

<p>dislocation.</p> Signup and view all the answers

Match the lines to the feelings that they represent

<p>'shit’s all wrong, nothing is right' = Alienation 'i can feel them coming for me' = Fear 'maybe it’s just time to end it' = Despair 'i never tried for that, these bitches die for that' = Detachment</p> Signup and view all the answers

The events surrounding Ebon's and Ava's death occurred in what precise order?

<p>Vilém suggested she leave Israel -&gt; They flew out of Israel -&gt; They were shot. (D)</p> Signup and view all the answers

Vilém witnessed Ebon and Ava die.

<p>False (B)</p> Signup and view all the answers

Is Vilém religious?

<p>Yes. Vilém identifies as Hardal (Charedi Dati Leumi).</p> Signup and view all the answers

Following the Hamas terrorist attack against Israel on October 7 2023, Vilém's older sister, Ebon, called Vilém on October 7, ______ because many of her friends had been taken hostage.

<p>crying</p> Signup and view all the answers

Match each item with the number of years

<p>Vilém's age = 18 Time when Vilém's older brother, Davide, died by suicide = 5 Time after Hamas terrorist attack against Israel when Ebon called Vilém = 0 Age when Vilém's brother hanged himself = 10</p> Signup and view all the answers

Where was Vilém when Ebon and Ava died?

<p>Dagestan, Russia (B)</p> Signup and view all the answers

Vilém got to meet Ava before she died.

<p>False (B)</p> Signup and view all the answers

What does Vilém feel heavy guilt for?

<p>Vilém feels heavy guilt for telling her to leave Israel.</p> Signup and view all the answers

Flashcards

"I’m not going home tonight"

Vilém feels isolated and disconnected from his home.

"No, I got to seek the light"

Vilém is seeking guidance and understanding.

"shit’s all wrong, nothing is right"

Vilém feels that everything is wrong.

"I can feel them coming for me"

Vilém feels targeted and persecuted.

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"he’s a jew, his voice is funny"

Vilém is referencing antisemitism.

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"babička open your eye, i’ve lost so many, please don’t die i’m praying for her Adonai"

Vilém is praying for his grandmother.

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"maybe it’s just time to end it i’m sorry, HaShem forgive me"

Vilém considers ending his life and asks for forgiveness.

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"memories don't leave like people do"

Memories stay with you, unlike people who leave.

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"both good and bad things you’ve been through"

Experiences, both positive and negative shape a person.

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"i 'member when i was just a boy living inside ostrava"

Vilém recalls his childhood in ostrava.

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"when men in jest – drowned my best – friend in the cold vltava"

Vilém remembers extreme tragedy.

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"just 'cause i knew that life was full of death and paedophiles"

Life is full of death and bad people.

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"she got killed, shot in the face with a handgun"

A girl he liked was murdered.

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"i 'member when my bratr hanged himself in the garage"

Vilém’s brother committed suicide.

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"they say they hate vilém, mad 'cause they ain't vilém all of the colours in the world, you couldn't paint vilém"

Vilém feels misunderstood.

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"i swear it’s true, that is on G-D, i'd never lie for that"

Vilém states he is truthful.

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"i told my matka she don't owe me nothin', never did"

Vilém says his mother doesn't owe him anything.

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"ebon and her baby girl – shot in dagestan – i can’t dismiss"

Vilém sees the impact of Ebon and her baby girl after death.

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"i prayed to heal the sores, but earth always chose wars so fuck that, i’ll fight back, tell 'em i was hardcore"

Vilém will fight back against the world's problems.

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Study Notes

  • Vilém Vody, born October 13, 2006, in Ostrava, Czechia, is an 18-year-old Jewish teenager.
  • Five years before the present time of the song Vilém moved to Australia after his brother Davide's suicide.
  • Vilém identifies as Hardal (Charedi Dati Leumi).
  • He favors realism and conservatism in his lyrics .
  • Vilém prefers emotional, suicidal, disturbing, and violent themes, with subtle Jewish religious tones.
  • Vilém's music explores themes of antisemitism.

"i'm not going home tonight, no, i got to seek the light"

  • Vilém expresses a desire to find clarity or truth amidst turmoil.

"shit's all wrong, nothing is right"

  • Vilém conveys a sense of despair and disillusionment with his current circumstances.

"i can feel them coming for me, but i see them running from me"

  • This line reflects Vilém's feelings of persecution and isolation.

"he's a jew, his voice is funny"

  • This is a reference to antisemitism Vilém has faced.

"babička open your eye, i've lost so many, please don't die, i'm praying for her Adonai"

  • Vilém implores for his grandmother's recovery
  • He seeks divine intervention (Adonai, a Hebrew name for God).

"maybe i don't have it in me, maybe it's just time to end it, i'm sorry, HaShem forgive me"

  • Vilém contemplates suicide and seeks forgiveness from God (HaShem means 'The Name', referring to God).

"ask ebon, did she forgive me?"

  • Vilém seeks forgiveness from his sister Ebon.

"so, so, so slow"

  • Utilized as a reflective pause in the song's verses and chorus.

"a bunch of memories"

  • Memories are a core theme

"memories don't leave like people do, they'll always live with you, both good and bad things you’ve been through"

  • Memories have permanence and impact, shaping one's life.

"i 'member when i was just a boy living inside ostrava"

  • Vilém reflects on his childhood in Ostrava.

"when men in jest – drowned my best – friend in the cold vltava"

  • Vilém recalls the tragic death of his best friend, drowned in the Vltava River.

"just 'cause i knew that life was full of death and paedophiles"

  • Vilém conveys a grim perception of the world.

"i 'member one of my first crushes in year one, she got killed, shot in the face with a handgun"

  • Vilém recounts a traumatic experience of a first love being murdered.

"i 'member when my bratr hanged himself in the garage, i was only ten-years-old, drowning in my own mirage"

  • Vilém recalls his brother's suicide when he was a child.

"they say they hate vilém, mad 'cause they ain't vilém, all of the colours in the world, you couldn't paint vilém"

  • Vilém expresses a sense of being misunderstood.

"i never tried for that, these bitches die for that, i swear it’s true, that is on G-D, i'd never lie for that"

  • Vilém proclaims his authenticity and honesty.

"i told my matka she don't owe me nothin', never did, i hope she sees that i can't face her, for she's ebon's twin"

  • Vilém expresses love and guilt towards his mother, who resembles his sister Ebon.

"look at all the shit that life threw at me, what the fuck is this?"

  • Vilém questions the hardships he faced.

"ebon and her baby girl – shot in dagestan – i can’t dismiss"

  • Vilém is devastated by the tragic death of his sister Ebon and her baby in Dagestan.

"i could've been comatose, lost in my fucking head"

  • Vilém reflects on his mental state.

"wait, hold on, shit, the vodka’s wearing off, what have i said?"

  • Vilém indicates that he loses control due to substance use.

"i prayed to heal the sores, but earth always chose wars, so fuck that, i’ll fight back, tell 'em i was hardcore"

  • Despite despair, Vilém wants to fight back and remain strong.

Key Tragic Events

  • Davide, Vilém's older brother, died by suicide.
  • Vilém's best friend was raped and drowned in the Vltava River.
  • Ebon gave birth to a baby girl Ava
  • Ebon and Ava were shot dead in Dagestan.

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