Serving God: Blessings and Disillusionment

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In the first stanza, what initially attracts the speaker to the service he undertakes?

  • The expectation of numerous joys and benefits. (correct)
  • The opportunity to exert power and control.
  • The promise of financial wealth.
  • The ease and lack of challenges involved.

What metaphor does the speaker use to describe the initial blessings received?

  • A field of wildflowers.
  • Stars in the heavens.
  • Milk and sweetnesses. (correct)
  • A king's ransom.

What shift occurs in the speaker's experience as the years pass?

  • Sorrows intertwine and grow with his years. (correct)
  • His physical health improves dramatically.
  • Joys increase as his wealth grows.
  • His friends offer him solace and protection.

How does the speaker describe his physical suffering?

<p>Sickness cleaving his bones and consuming agues in his veins. (A)</p> Signup and view all the answers

What does the speaker mean when he says his 'mirth and edge was lost, a blunted knife/Was of more use than I'?

<p>He feels he has lost his purpose and become ineffective. (A)</p> Signup and view all the answers

Which path did the speaker feel his 'birth and spirit' were more suited for?

<p>A life of worldly achievement and success. (A)</p> Signup and view all the answers

What does the speaker mean by being 'betrayed...to a ling'ring book, / And wrap me in a gown'?

<p>He was forced into a life of scholarship and academia. (A)</p> Signup and view all the answers

How does 'academic praise' affect the speaker's rage?

<p>It temporarily placates him, dissolving his rage. (A)</p> Signup and view all the answers

What is the speaker implying when saying, 'Turning my purge to food, thou throwest me/Into more sicknesses'?

<p>Attempts to heal or improve his situation only lead to further suffering. (D)</p> Signup and view all the answers

In the line, 'Thus doth thy power cross-bias me, not making/Thine own gift good, yet me from my ways taking,' what is the speaker suggesting?

<p>The divine power prevents him from fulfilling his potential while not fulfilling its own promises. (D)</p> Signup and view all the answers

What does the speaker wish to be instead of his current state?

<p>A tree. (C)</p> Signup and view all the answers

What resolution does the speaker come to, despite his troubles?

<p>To remain meek and seek a new master. (D)</p> Signup and view all the answers

Identify the paradox in the final couplet: 'Ah my dear God! though I am clean forgot,/Let me not love thee, if I love thee not.'

<p>He prays that his love for God remains even if he feels abandoned. (B)</p> Signup and view all the answers

What is the central theme of this poem?

<p>The disillusionment and struggle within divine service. (C)</p> Signup and view all the answers

How does the speaker's perception of his service change throughout the poem?

<p>It evolves from joyous anticipation to bitter disappointment. (D)</p> Signup and view all the answers

What does the speaker's desire to be a tree symbolize?

<p>A longing for simplicity, stability, and purpose. (D)</p> Signup and view all the answers

What is the significance of the line, 'I was entangled in the world of strife, Before I had the power to change my life'?

<p>He entered into hardship before he had the agency to alter his course. (B)</p> Signup and view all the answers

How does the speaker portray his relationship with the divine power?

<p>A relationship marked by initial favor followed by disillusionment and questioning. (B)</p> Signup and view all the answers

What is the effect of the speaker alternating between lamenting his suffering and expressing devotion?

<p>It emphasizes the speaker's internal conflict and struggle with faith. (B)</p> Signup and view all the answers

How does the poem explore the theme of free will versus determinism?

<p>By depicting the speaker's struggle to reconcile his desires with a perceived predetermined path. (C)</p> Signup and view all the answers

In the context of the poem, what does the phrase 'takes the town' likely imply regarding the speaker's 'birth and spirit'?

<p>A propensity for conquest, worldly success, and perhaps even aggressive ambition. (B)</p> Signup and view all the answers

How does the poem use contrasting imagery to convey the speaker's changing experience?

<p>By juxtaposing images of sweetness and light with those of sickness and storms. (B)</p> Signup and view all the answers

What is the significance of the speaker's threat 'oft the siege to raise'?

<p>It reveals his determination to abandon his current service or life. (A)</p> Signup and view all the answers

What is the effect of describing the speaker as being 'blown through with ev'ry storm and wind'?

<p>It highlights his vulnerability and lack of protection. (D)</p> Signup and view all the answers

What does the speaker mean by saying 'I took thy sweet'ned pill, till I came where/I could not go away, nor persevere'?

<p>He was temporarily appeased, but ultimately trapped, unable to leave or continue effectively. (B)</p> Signup and view all the answers

How is the theme of betrayal explored in the poem?

<p>Through the speaker's sense of being misled or abandoned by a higher power or system. (D)</p> Signup and view all the answers

What is the speaker's attitude toward academic life?

<p>He views it as a betrayal of his true potential. (B)</p> Signup and view all the answers

How does the speaker describe his state of being 'thin and lean without a fence or friend'?

<p>A state of vulnerability and isolation. (A)</p> Signup and view all the answers

What is the speaker ultimately seeking throughout the poem?

<p>True fulfillment and purpose. (B)</p> Signup and view all the answers

What does the speaker's mention of 'my friends die' contribute to the overall meaning of the poem?

<p>It emphasizes his increasing isolation and loss. (B)</p> Signup and view all the answers

Considering the poem's exploration of service and disappointment, what is the deeper implication of the line 'Let me not love thee, if I love thee not'?

<p>A challenge to the very nature of love and devotion when faced with suffering. (B)</p> Signup and view all the answers

What underlying assumption is the speaker making when he states 'Now I am here, what thou wilt do with me/None of my books will show'?

<p>His personal destiny is not represented or guided through books or previous knowledge. (B)</p> Signup and view all the answers

How does the poem use the metaphor of sickness and health to explore the speaker's spiritual condition?

<p>By equating spiritual well-being with physical health, and spiritual distress with physical sickness. (A)</p> Signup and view all the answers

If the 'siege to raise' is interpreted as the speaker's internal struggle, what do the 'academic praise' represent in this context?

<p>External pressures or superficial rewards that temporarily quell his internal rebellion. (A)</p> Signup and view all the answers

What is the ultimate effect of the contrasting experiences described in the poem on the speaker's faith?

<p>It creates a complex and questioning relationship with faith, marked by both devotion and doubt. (C)</p> Signup and view all the answers

What is the most profound question the poem leaves the reader to consider?

<p>Whether unwavering faith is possible in the face of profound suffering and disillusionment. (A)</p> Signup and view all the answers

If the speaker’s journey is an allegory for the human condition, what does the initial 'milk and sweetnesses' followed by 'sorrow' most likely represent?

<p>The transient nature of earthly pleasures and the subsequent experience of hardship in life. (A)</p> Signup and view all the answers

In the line 'Thus doth thy power cross-bias me, not making/Thine own gift good, yet me from my ways taking', what is the force doing that is worse than not making a gift good?

<p>Preventing the speaker from pursuing his own path. (B)</p> Signup and view all the answers

What is the most accurate interpretation of the poem's final lines, considering the speaker's overall experience?

<p>A complex declaration of faith, intertwined with doubt and a challenge to the very nature of divine love. (C)</p> Signup and view all the answers

The poem presents a shift from initial 'joys' to later 'sorrow.' If 'joys' represent idealized expectations and aspirations, what do the 'sorrow' most profoundly symbolize in the context of the speaker's journey?

<p>The realization of the gap between idealized expectations and the harsh realities of life, service, and faith. (D)</p> Signup and view all the answers

Flashcards

Initial Perception of Service

Initially perceived religious service as honorable and filled with potential joys and benefits.

Early Rewards

The speaker felt enriched and rewarded with joy, viewing both heaven and earth as part of their compensation.

Unreserved Expectations

Hopes overshadowed any room for grief or fear, leading to an eager embrace of faith.

Initial Contentment

The speaker experienced initial contentment, but sorrow gradually intertwined with their life.

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Onset of Suffering

Physical suffering and sickness caused distress, leading the speaker to recognize the reality of their existence through grief.

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Loss and Vulnerability

The speaker feels that after regaining health, life and friends were taken away, diminishing their purpose and leaving them vulnerable.

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Betrayal to Study

The speaker feels like his spirit was betrayed to a life of study, limiting worldly engagement.

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Academic Pacification

Academic praise was used to pacify the speaker's discontent, leading to a state of being unable to leave or continue.

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Continuous Affliction

The speaker feels like they are thrown into further sickness, thwarting any chance of happiness and deviating from their path.

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Yearning for Nature

The speaker expresses a desire to be a tree, finding purpose and belonging in nature since books offer no solutions.

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Unwavering Devotion

Expresses unwavering devotion to God, even in times of trouble and feeling forgotten.

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Study Notes

Initial Attraction and Promise

  • The speaker was initially drawn to serving God, viewing it as a noble endeavor.
  • They anticipated numerous joys and benefits beyond their inherent delights.
  • The speaker was enticed by the perceived splendor and richness associated with serving God.
  • They felt heaven and earth were theirs and that they were being compensated with joy.

Early Blessings and Subsequent Disillusionment

  • The speaker questioned what joys they could lack while serving God.
  • Initially, serving God brought sweetness, fulfillment, and happiness.
  • The speaker's early days were filled with joy, as if every month was May.
  • Over time, sorrow intertwined with their experiences, leading to unexpected suffering.

Physical and Emotional Torment

  • The speaker's body experienced pain, sickness, and weakness.
  • They were consumed by sorrow, struggling to believe in life amidst grief.
  • Upon regaining health, the speaker felt their life was further diminished by the loss of friends.
  • Their sense of purpose and vitality waned, rendering them ineffective.
  • They felt defenseless and vulnerable, exposed to life's adversities.

Entrapment and Unfulfilled Potential

  • The speaker felt drawn to a more active and worldly path.
  • Instead, they were confined to scholarly pursuits, feeling trapped and unprepared for life's struggles.

Manipulation and Prolonged Suffering

  • God used academic praise to quell the speaker's desire to break free.
  • The speaker became stuck, feeling unable to either leave or persevere.
  • The speaker's attempts to find solace in their studies were thwarted by further afflictions.
  • God's power seemed to work against them, hindering their own gifts and diverting them from their chosen path.

Yearning for Purpose and Acceptance

  • The speaker lamented their current state, finding no answers in their books.
  • They expressed a longing to be a tree, finding purpose in providing fruit, shade, or shelter to birds.

Resignation and Unwavering Devotion

  • Despite the trials, the speaker recognized the need for meekness and strength in weakness.
  • They contemplated seeking a different master.
  • Ultimately, the speaker affirmed their unwavering love for God, even in the face of feeling forgotten.

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